I thought you were my everything
I thought you were everything i ever needed
I thought we could be forever
I thought I loved you
I thought you loved me
I thought you wanted me
We promised eachother forever
Why did forever end so soon?
Why did you lie?
What did i do?
Well, i'm too depressed to go on
you'll be sad when im gone!
Today and forever…
I wake up…
By your side and see your smile…
Sleeping perfectly,
Sound of air in and out…
Sounds of serenity and blissful peace…
Today and forever…
Imagined a world without you,
Saw darkness and self-destruction…
Fell from my nightmare,
Caught by your overwhelming beauty,
Today and forever…
Saw in your eyes...
Everything i knew i wasn't,
Didn't matter at,
See my reflected in your eyes…
Long desiring peace and tranquility…
Finally found my dream inside your arms…
Today and forever…
My love for you is constant…
Reminding me of what i truly can do…
Lost forever in my romance…
Never once have i felt this wa
i dont no myself
i am so confused
i wish i could show my self
how much i love you
but i cant understand
i am so lost
my love is yet for you
but that special feeling is gone
i am with you i cannot feel
when u r gone i miss u so strong
i deserve not to love
but to be smotherd with steel
or caged for a age
untill i now how to feel
for you i would do nething
for it is u who i want 2 love
but inside myself is nothing
evry feeling ive had engulfed
what is left is a unkown feeling
my love my happyness my crutial feelings digested into a lost bowl
yes my life my life has gone
flushed in one fatal sweep
i cant explain w
why am i so weak i give in to evrything you say
i dont hold back i be your friend
now all i am is a over extended ilusion
now my reality is falling
falling deaper into a world of hate
I HATE I HATE i say I HATE i hate all of what i say
I HATE I HATE i SAID I HATE i hate all of WHAT YOU SAY
its gona be beter tomarow
SHEA rite
beter tomarow if there is a tomarow ill greEt you
I WILL GREET YOU WITH A FIST OF HASTE
so i stand back ive opend the door to my life of pain and ilusion
no stand back and view all of my faithless creations
that lurk threw the dark valleys of my mindless floating platform
so dark
so cold
it must
Current Residence: home with my new family Favourite genre of music: umm, look up there ^ n u pik Favourite photographer: Tanee Operating System: one that works. Skin of choice: mine.u cant have it.i was born with it so its mine.i lay claim 2 it.grrr Favourite cartoon character: stoney. (C) Tashi Personal Quote: I don't have an attitude problem, you have a problem with my attitude.
Favourite Visual Artist
I gotta say my Tashi!
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Disrurbed, Rammstein, hilltop hoods, Linkin Park, korn, tool, Pink
2008 was definatly an eventful year.
I dropped out of school, had my baby girl, went to a wedding, decided on my future and generaly learnt alot about people, life and i also learnt alot about myself.
After realising that sitting on those bloody art stools for 1.5 hours at a time minimum hurts your ass something shocking when your heavily pregnant and then watching the fluid slowly build in my feet during math, i decided year 12 wasn't for me. lol Instead, when i get back from New Zealand (on the 16th of Jan i think) I have an interview with laseters for a full time chefs apprenticeship. while i'm doing that i'm going to do the Tertiar
Time passes so quickly for me these days.
It's hard to believe that a little over a week ago i turned 18,
two weeks ago i was in adelaide and my brother got married,
and almost five months ago i had my baby girl and now in just a few months, i'll be starting year 12 again.
I'm having a bit of trouble deciding what i want to do with my life occupation wise. There are so many things that i want to do but it's like none of them over lap in the subjects i'd need to take. lol. typical me. :)
However, what ticks me off more is that i cant really do any of the training i want to do here in Alice Springs but i dont want to move just yet. Gr
my lil computer is having issues with the latest DA setup and doesnt want to load any pictures up. i said I'd load up some pics of bubz but as i cant, if i know u and u want to c a couple of pics of her look me up on facebook using kathleen not kate.
anywho gotta love ya and leave ya.
got laundry to do.
ttyl.
lol. hi kirsten, im kate. one of ur sisters friends. im the one who went with ur sister to ur b-day party at pizza hut years ago and u crawled under the table and bit me. lol. though i doubt u'd remember that. it was a fair while ago.
ha oh well this world is full of shit and guess what else its full of more shit evryday lies from the people we trust and more and more . . . why do ppl do this do we do things us people who persieve ourselves innocent only wanting love and nothing more . . .